8-16-21) I Hate Covid !

“I Hate Covid !”

~~

life turned upside down,

like a cry unheard by many,

why is logic a low score, why does ones life feel sore,

why do they not feel the jab, are they mad?,

there are no more beds to settle the score , dont bother knocking on deaths door,

you made it so easy, he simply got bored,

before he got excited, just having to knock a visit on the few,

now so many failed the test , as so many fight for their last breath,

he did not even bother to give them a chance to pass the rest,

dont bother to cry me a river , you the UN-vaccinated are now the angry sliver ,

might as well pass the blade, before the sharpness of it begins to fade,

as Mr. death pulls down the last shade.

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Note: just guessing how so many people might be feeling right now, so frustrated with each other, so dont get pissed at me, its because of people in general .

2-1-20) Sacred

 

 

fear not the feather,

for it whispers

not in

pain, nor sorrow, for that

would be the

same.

tear not the soul,

hate not the

tears that cry out in joy,

a message

that ages with every turn of the page,

like a song that  flow through

your veins with

fire, water, rage.

a timeless lesson, without

depression.

are you confused ?,

you should be.

speak with your eyes, your mind,

but not the mouth,

for that would give it

away.

 

5-19-18) Turn the page.

Be not afraid, just turn a page.

let me hold your tears,

let me wipe away your fears,

look into the heavens you will see that i am there,

let me take away the pain,

the thorn of your anger,

let me fill it with love , open your heart to me ,

let me break down that wall,

let me open your eye’s, let me help you realize,

the precious gift you hold inside,

the soul that is a diamond in the rough , please turn the pages,

be filled with the knowledge , wisdom and truth ,

see the book in front of you ?,

i do, with every turned page , i will give my love to you .

just turn the page.

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NOTE: wow its been ages since i had a poetic funk. hope you all liked it

2-14-17) Pain ?

“Pain ?”

~~~~~~~~

This word Pain.

what is it ?.

Is it a thorn ?.

Is it the past ?.

something worn ?.

No, its life’s reality, that

almost said good-bye,

as I fought for my last breath its finality and

yet temporary death.

Did I see a light ?. was it through

my minds window ?.

should I lie ?.

NO !.

for it was not long enough for me

to know.

so now I continue

to live in this life’s

glow,

holding this unknown book of truth

yet to be told.

some day I will know .

~~~~~~

3-31-16) Lights Out

 

Light’s Out.

~~~

Lights out, going dark,

feeling the signs of death coming over me.

yet at the same time, memories

of the light are

too far from my own

mind

sight.

Visions of my awakening, feeling

the love of the one

who has not

forsaken

Me.

his love surrounding me,

sending me back,

giving me

another chance at life, to look further at life’s

continuing glance as I dance

in life’s spiral dance.

Fleeting, flying, seeing into my own

mirror

of my soul.

showing me where i now should

go.

In time I will know.

~~~~~~~~~

NOTE:

normally i don’t give the meaning behind my poems.

but on this one i will. on march 12th-2016, early Saturday morning, i had a sever Asthma attack, all’s i remember is telling my man to call 911 and saying “god please don’t let me die”as i black out and fainted.

the ambulance and firetruck, came to our door in 2 minutes, and maybe worked on me for 15 minutes or less, you see when they came, i was dead, they saved my life that morning, if it was not for them and all the people at the hospital, this little poem would not exist.

i’m so damn glad i’m alive, now i’m on the medicine i need to be on, i hope my health, my Asthma continue’s to get better.

Asthma is no joke, it came back like a bad dream. now i have to learn all over again to deal with it .

3-30-14) “Can’t Sleep”

“can’t Sleep”

~~~~~~

As i lie here awake,

thinking about all my mistakes.

this one not being one,

for my past i cast

aside.

not out of ego

or pride.

for my spirit now

fallows no lie.

fantasy is replaced with a new face.

open eye knowledge i have put in its place.

my life is no race, in time the

hour-glass has broken

it’s chime.

the last song i heard

is the song of mine.

life is reality

with a

sigh ,

blood like truth trickling

from the corner of my eye, this is

mine.

~~~~~~~~~~

2-18-14) Two sided

“Two Sided”

~~~~~~~~~~~~

I

once could see

visions

clear in my mind.

I once

believed.

now these visions

are leaving me like

a two-sided tree.

once a believer.

the other side now a true thinker.

now knowing.

an agnostic searching for what’s real.

looking long and hard,

but not too far.

my final choice now made, as I

now observe what’s around

me.

I need no candle,

for truth is now my chosen

hindsight .