5-19-18) Turn the page.

Be not afraid, just turn a page.

let me hold your tears,

let me wipe away your fears,

look into the heavens you will see that i am there,

let me take away the pain,

the thorn of your anger,

let me fill it with love , open your heart to me ,

let me break down that wall,

let me open your eye’s, let me help you realize,

the precious gift you hold inside,

the soul that is a diamond in the rough , please turn the pages,

be filled with the knowledge , wisdom and truth ,

see the book in front of you ?,

i do, with every turned page , i will give my love to you .

just turn the page.

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NOTE: wow its been ages since i had a poetic funk. hope you all liked it

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2-14-17) Pain ?

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“Pain ?”

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This word Pain.

what is it ?.

Is it a thorn ?.

Is it the past ?.

something worn ?.

No, its life’s reality, that

almost said good-bye,

as I fought for my last breath its finality and

yet temporary death.

Did I see a light ?. was it through

my minds window ?.

should I lie ?.

NO !.

for it was not long enough for me

to know.

so now I continue

to live in this life’s

glow,

holding this unknown book of truth

yet to be told.

some day I will know .

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3-31-16) Lights Out

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Light’s Out.

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Lights out, going dark,

feeling the signs of death coming over me.

yet at the same time, memories

of the light are

too far from my own

mind

sight.

Visions of my awakening, feeling

the love of the one

who has not

forsaken

Me.

his love surrounding me,

sending me back,

giving me

another chance at life, to look further at life’s

continuing glance as I dance

in life’s spiral dance.

Fleeting, flying, seeing into my own

mirror

of my soul.

showing me where i now should

go.

In time I will know.

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NOTE:

normally i don’t give the meaning behind my poems.

but on this one i will. on march 12th-2016, early Saturday morning, i had a sever Asthma attack, all’s i remember is telling my man to call 911 and saying “god please don’t let me die”as i black out and fainted.

the ambulance and firetruck, came to our door in 2 minutes, and maybe worked on me for 15 minutes or less, you see when they came, i was dead, they saved my life that morning, if it was not for them and all the people at the hospital, this little poem would not exist.

i’m so damn glad i’m alive, now i’m on the medicine i need to be on, i hope my health, my Asthma continue’s to get better.

Asthma is no joke, it came back like a bad dream. now i have to learn all over again to deal with it .

7-6-15) Why ?

“Why”

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Why do you tell me lies ?.

you tell me that you

listen,

you tell me

that you know,

you even tell me you care.

Problem is

I

don’t see you there

or here .

My decision to decide, I made

looking into my own

eye’s ,

a reflection in

the mirror ,

a reflection without

lies,

it come’s to no

surprise

that the existence come’s

from within.

a place where there is no sin.

for my own life

now begins.

2-18-14) Two sided

“Two Sided”

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I

once could see

visions

clear in my mind.

I once

believed.

now these visions

are leaving me like

a two-sided tree.

once a believer.

the other side now a true thinker.

now knowing.

an agnostic searching for what’s real.

looking long and hard,

but not too far.

my final choice now made, as I

now observe what’s around

me.

I need no candle,

for truth is now my chosen

hindsight .