Dont look, don’t see, dont feel,
as the blade feels me.
I can’t resist the feel of it open my wrist.
I close my eyes, to my surprise,
how i can even feel the life of my soul still beating inside.
Talking to the walls, like they can
even hear me
it’s the only thing
that prevents my fall.
I hear you calling me, asking me
to push that suicidal blade
your voice echos in
my ears, so much
light and love , it brings me to tears,
my heart finally realizes
there is no in
the blade ,
changing my mind,
I throw the blade away.
I reopen my eyes,
now i want is