Lights out, going dark,
feeling the signs of death coming over me.
yet at the same time, memories
of the light are
too far from my own
Visions of my awakening, feeling
the love of the one
who has not
his love surrounding me,
sending me back,
another chance at life, to look further at life’s
continuing glance as I dance
in life’s spiral dance.
Fleeting, flying, seeing into my own
of my soul.
showing me where i now should
In time I will know.
normally i don’t give the meaning behind my poems.
but on this one i will. on march 12th-2016, early Saturday morning, i had a sever Asthma attack, all’s i remember is telling my man to call 911 and saying “god please don’t let me die”as i black out and fainted.
the ambulance and firetruck, came to our door in 2 minutes, and maybe worked on me for 15 minutes or less, you see when they came, i was dead, they saved my life that morning, if it was not for them and all the people at the hospital, this little poem would not exist.
i’m so damn glad i’m alive, now i’m on the medicine i need to be on, i hope my health, my Asthma continue’s to get better.
Asthma is no joke, it came back like a bad dream. now i have to learn all over again to deal with it .